Playing house in the ruins.
Point me a direction on which I could rely on for contentment.
I don’t want to be drifting.
Anchor me please.
and anytime you need a shoulder — it’s yours, night or day.
Urghhhhhh.
I need, desperately need to gear up for my exams like right now.
As in N.O.W
So why, why, why am i not doing anything?!
It’s hecka hilarious actually.
My body’s panicking but my brain’s not registering that fact.
But on a good note, i managed to get some studying done today!
-Pats self- Keep that up girl!
Hope this is the start of some hardcore mugging.
Three Months to go!
Gee, gee, gee, baby, baby, baby..
Aish.
I’m upset.
I think it’s better to try something first then giving up without trying.
Then when or if you fail, you can at least say ‘fark dude, at least i did it.’
But hell, i’m scared and her giving up..
Its like putting such thoughts into my head too.
What if can’t do well, what if, what if, what if..
But i always like to think that God doesn’t give you something he thinks you can’t handle.
He won’t throw you a curveball knowing that you can’t hit it.
So the least I can do for myself and my family is to attempt to do well for the upcoming exams.
And should something horrible happen then I’d have to decide what to do.
I would then waste a year.
What’s a year compared to your entire life..
I wish and hope that you wouldn’t have given up so fast.
But it’s your decision and I wish you well.
I Wanna Wish You a Merry Christmas from the Bottom of My Heaaart.
Muahahahahahahaha.
Typing this from my newly collected laptop from yesterday.
So yes, the epic laptop saga has ended!!
Went down to Adelphi after calling the guy to get updates on the status.
Was a bit weirded out when he said to come over after they close at 7.
Dad was like, “What if he wants to molest you?!”
Hahaha, anyone can be molested anywhere at any time and place.
Like that gropping incident i had in M’sia.
Anyways sooo, initially i went down on my own.
But thanks to my goldfish brain, i had to head back home again cos i forgot to pack in the recovery CDs for my old laptop. It was then that i got a call from Sissy’s boy, W, said he wanted to meet me up and pass something for my sister. In the end, he turned out to be my companion for the night.
Lol, but it’s goooood to have him ard cos W is just so thorough with everything.
When the service guy gave me the new laptop i was just like, “O.O Oh my gosh, my new baby.”
But W had the sense to ask for the specs and everything while i was cooing over how manly my new toy looked.
That’s the only downside to my new baby, it looks a tad manly.
Lol, defintely a man’s laptop.
Anyways a 5 months and 3 weeks wait has birthed a new laptop for me.
Muahahaha, i’m spazzing over that now.
Here’s a look see at the improvement in specs over my old baby:
An increase in harddrive space to 250GB.
Better CPU.
Increased Ram.
Improved video card.
All in all, even though the wait hellacious, i think i got a pretty good deal here.
Crosses finger that this new baby won’t make problems for me in the future though.
Oh and before i forget, Merry Christmas to Everyone!!!
It’s my heart and it’s going, gone away..
Oh my Gawd!!!!
For freaking pete’s sake!!
Just how long do i exactly have to wait for my laptop?!
I’m bloody positive that it’s sitting some where in that horrible horrible service centre just collecting dust.
Number 1 in Customer Service, my arse!
4 months of waiting and nada’, but then a month ago they say i could get it back in 2 days time.
Well, i dunno what farking calendar they’re using cos it’s been more than a month and still no sniff of my laptop.
And their attitude to customers is horrendous!
Heck knows how they even got into the service-sector.
Aish, whatever.
I just want my baby back.
Dance With Life
Hiaksss, so i went to donate me blood yesterday.
On impluse.
First time doing it, so trust me when i say i was freaking nervous.
I’m not afraid of needles or the pain, but nevertheless my heart still beat outta whack.
Like the kind of nervous-ness before a test or the obligatory run during Secondary School PE.
So i went there, filled in the form.
My legs were bopping up and down like an energizer bunny on crack.
Went to the in-house doctor for a temperature and blood pressure check.
Everything all a-okay and i even passed the iron test.
Amazing for someone who hates red meat.
It doesn’t hurt. Like at all.
Got injected once to numb the area, before they inserted the bigger much thicker needle to suck the blood out.
Process was about 45 minutes for me because my blood came out slow.
So i felt like a freaking good samaritan after that but life sure likes to rain on my parade.
I feel ill with the flu after 2 hours of donating, was trying to control my sneezing while having dinner with the gang.
But eh, i just thought i was feeling tired.
And put it to the back of my mind.
This morning though, i felt uneasy.
I remembered reading that you’re not supposed the be donating while having the flu/fever.
So i went to the official webby and read up on the details.
Thinking that i should better be safe than sorry, i called them up and say i didn’t want my blood to be used.
Everything done, the CSO was also very friendly.
And i felt much lighter.
But itchy hand me, read up on the finer details for blood donation since i had time to waste.
And to my horror, i found out i mistakenly read the questionnaire wrongly!
I’m not sure if i was blind or just plain blind.
“had ear piercing, tattoos, acupuncture or accidental exposure to blood contaminated instruments within the past twelve (12) months?”
I checked NO for that question.
Like hello, darling!
You had pierced your ears this year.
So i panicked and quickly called them up again, and i blubbered and struggled the words out.
But i think they got what i was telling them
Must have sounded like a fool.
But yea, it’s better to be safe than sorry.
I don’t want, you know, others to suffer should i have something in my body that’s not right.
So i learnt a lesson, don’t do anything important on impulse.
Or should i say, don’t do anything important that can affect other people’s lives on impulse.
I don’t have a problem with hurting myself but i gotta draw the line when it comes to other’s.
…..
Months since i’ve updated, muahahahahaha.
School’s like poopoo, like i dunno how i’m supposed to be pulling the grades.
But i don’t have to be worried about that till the new year comes, which reminds me!! You silly girl!! You better start working hard soon.
Now would be perfect too.
Aish, i need to be less distracted and concentrate more.
Time flies faster like that right?
All these consequences keep running around your head
I lost my grandaddy.
I don’t think they (or myself in fact) understand it sometimes.
If he were an appendage, i think he’ll be my nose.
See if i were to loose my nose, i could still live life. Sure i can’t be smelling all the good things and even the lousy ones. And food would just taste the same (akin to squeezing ur nose when u swallow).
Fact is, i could still live.
But god, it farking hurts right now.
So pardon my rudeness if i can’t be as responsive as you want me to be.
Pardon my selfishness when i ask to go out because i need you to make me forget.
I see him every weekend. That has been my routine for my entire life.
Could you break 20 years of routine in 2 weeks?
I asked her to stay but she wouldn’t listen
I was there!!!
Pls ignore the footage but just hear the audio.
The best part of the concert, i get goosebumps just remembering how the audience (me on the otherhand was singing, i mean shouting, my ass off for all songs) sang together.
Though it was darn short (the concert i mean), money well spent i reckon.
=)
